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Saturday, December 5, 2020

Color Me Christmas

 


Hey... did you know that I LUUUUUVVVVVEEEE Christmas?

The lights, the snow- oh, you beautiful snow- the cookies, and singing. And of course, the colors. 

Christmas tends to follow a four-part harmony of colors, each representing a heavenly aspect to the season:

Red = Love

Gold = Joy

Green = Hope

White = Peace

It didn't take long to designate which theme I want to focus on this yuletide year!

'Be glad in the Lord, and rejoice, ye righteous: and shout for joy, all ye that are upright in heart.'

~Psalm 32:11~

Many minds probably jump to the conclusion WHAT is there to be joyful about? But, let's rephrase that... HOW can you choose joy this Christmas? We've still got twenty days to find out. I will, however, start off with my favorite holiday jive!


Disclaimer: I have had a blog for years and just now learned that I can do this.


Thursday, December 3, 2020

What Came First?


Largesse (lar-gess) - 

the generous bestowal of gifts, favors, or money; 

the things bestowed; 

generosity of spirit or attitude

So, I've been thinking a lot about gifts... not the ones under the tree (even while my fingertips are raw with tearing tape and folding wrapping paper over boxes).

More like, the gifts that aren't expected. A co-worker surprises you with a Monday coffee, or flowers are delivered to your desk just because someone felt like it. When you walk into the kitchen, but the sink is already sparkling clean and free of dishes. 

That extra kiss on your check, that last pile of laundry folded for you... some are hard to spot, others not. Then there are those such as freedom of speech, a brick-solid military defense, a justice system, that are ovbious.

Such gifts- among others- cause us to smile and count them into the blessing cloud. Big or small, acknowledged or ignored, we all have one over our heads. What really hit me though is how these blessings are backed by more then moments, but rather people.

We receive blessings because God made those who are gifted in empathy. 

He created those who excel in caring.

Our Lord planned for those who heed the Spirit's small voice, 'Do this in remembrance of me...'

Because, in truth, one influences the other. Through the use of their gifts, people wrought blessings upon others. 

'There are different kinds of gifts, but the same Spirit. 

There are different kinds of service, but the same Lord.'

~1 Corinthians 12:4-5~

This speaks greatly of His desire to keep us united and connected. But also of how deeply He involves Himself in our creation, thoughts, and actions... every aspect of our lives. God has not left one of us without a gift... so that none of us would be without blessings.

Tuesday, December 1, 2020

Blessings in White... and Snow Drifts!


 

December 1st, of 2020...

5 inches of snow

Sleeping past 8am

Rolling out dough for cut-out cookies

Singing along with Christmas carols

Making a snow angel

A black-and-white Christmas movie


The best kind of blessings are the ones that can last you a while☺️

Monday, September 7, 2020

Golden Quest


I will make your battlements of rubies, your gates of sparkling jewels, 
and all your walls of precious stones. 
All your children will be taught by the Lord and great will be their peace.'
~Isaiah 54:12-13~

The rocks... they were growing! 

Parker craned his neck, keeping the glint of the diamonds in sight. They laid back in the cave, atop the rubies, amethysts, and emeralds... I need to get in!

The earth sensed his desire and continued to shift. The solid ground beneath him heaved, snapping his muscles into action. The chasm was closing, the rock faces folding in on each other; determined he would not enter! He needed to speed things up. He jumped, limbs flailing to give himself momentum. He hit the button aside his boot; flex-a-leather activated! 

Parker touched down, but only for a second. Energy compacted through the soles of his boots and he hit the air, sailing just in time through the remaining inches of the cave's opening. A jagged edge caught him in the forehead and left his hat on the outside. Parker swiped the bloody cut above his eye, somersaulting into a standing position. 

A few steps inside the mouth, the blackish red roof of the cave yawned back, far beyond what Parker could see. Especially with limited light. With one hand, he lifted a fist of dirt to clot the blood while the other switched his flashlight on. The beam brilliantly hit the massive mounds of jewels and coins that laid inside. Over how many centuries had ti collected? Across how many lands, from endless kingdom fortunes? 

Where to start? Parker had to wonder, scanning the expense of the cave. He had brought the one sack, but that was all that was allowed. He only needed a little. And then she'll be safe... 

Parker dove for the nearest shimmering pile and immediately felt the edges of the coins, the rounded rubies, and rough-cut sapphires. None were wet. Neither the next pile or the next- not a damp edge among them!

"Farther back." Parker rationed, his voice bouncing back from the layers of chalky orange and brown. He refused to feel frustrated. He had made it to the Crawling Caves, over the Waving Hills and across the Lava Fields... farther then any who'd gone ahead of him. "I will make it back!"

Parker climbed over a heap of silver and pearls and moonstones, stumbling knee-deep in the amassed wealth. Hitting the back wall of the cave, he dragged his hands through it. While cool to the touch, his fingers stayed dry as a harvest bone. Parker threw some of the doubloons aside, their light echos against the ground filling the cave. Parker cocked his head as they faded, an idea stilling him. And he listened.

Silence overcame the cave, the rocks no longer shifting. But Parker stared ahead, listening beyond the hollow silence. Until the faint trickle of playing, running water came to his ears. He rushed in its direction, his flashlight becoming the only source of light, farther and farther inward. Until his boot splashed!

In a triumphant laugh, Parker knelt while twisting the cap off his leather pouch. "Found it! I found it, I found-"

"Parker Wilkes ANDERSON!" the cave rumbled and roared. Parker raised his head, brow cocked. Why does it sound like-

"Mrs. Clearn." Parker exclaimed, water hitting his face. He blinked through the sweet drops and indeed, their neighbor was leaning off her front porch. With the usual matted hair and waving fist. "Out! Out of my yard!"

The cave walls had fallen away; the damp shade was now the heavy hot air between the box houses and their parched yards. All except the Clearn's.

"You need to share!" Parker demanded, an eye- and arm- still on her sprinkler. Wound to Mrs. Clearn's bright pink hose, it shot cool crystals of water up and over her grass and onto her flowerbeds. That is, the streams that weren't landing in Parker's plastic water bottle.

"I said out!" Mrs. Clearn ranted now, coming down her steps- reaching for Mr. Clearn's rake! It was the metal-toothed fear of any kid on and across Needle Street. Parker spun his bottle lid back on, wheeling on his heel in the soft grass. He slipped on his fourth step, but fear had him jumping up and across the Clearn's sizzling driveway. Everything sizzled, brown and hot as Thanksgiving rolls at Grandma's. 

Only it was still summer and Needle Street had been shriveling under the sun for four weeks, along with the rest of the town. No thunder, no rain, very few breezes. All the houses rested on dry, crunchy-yellow grass... except for Mrs. Clearn. She was a crazy lady would rather starve then see her flowers wither.

Or stepped on! Parker leapt a row of blue and yellow and disappeared through the well-worn passage in the bush wall between their yards. This didn't satisfy Mrs. Clearn, continuing to yell; but Parker rounded the house and couldn't hear her. He entered the narrow backyard, water bottle triumphantly. "Parker Peril, the great explorer, returns!"

At this, Megan's bright blue eyes exploded with her squeeee of delight. "You were REALLY fast that time!"

Parker's chin raised as his sister clapped. "Almost got caught."

"You did." Megan's eyes widened now, face sobering. Parker nodded, walking up to her under the frail shade of Mom's one dogwood tree. "This is the last one though."

Megan looked down at the bottom of the wash bin, in which she sat. It was old, not much space, but deeper then the mini-pool the Thorntons' owned. Even so, Megan snapped her head back up with a smile. "No problem, Park."

There were a mere three inches of water for her. So many sweaty trips back and forth and he couldn't have gotten more. Parker glared at Megan's wheelchair beside the wash bin. She wouldn't be able to feel much with so little water. But Mrs. Clearn would be on guard now... even Parker Peril had his fears.

Parker wasted no time, pouring half of the water over Megan's curly head. The precious, cool remains went over his equally curly hair. Tiny beads of sweet relief, and Megan's thrilled smile. She splashed her hands down, then up, soaking her bathing suit along with her hair. Parker grinned at her simple amusement, his chest welling with pride. Mission accomplished, Mr. Peril! 

THE END

Tuesday, September 1, 2020

Further Thoughts...


I haven't been writing... rather reading. Continuing my third journey through the Bible, it being the only consistent thing happening this year. My recent travels have gone over Galatians and Ephesians, then into Philippians and Colossians. These are often clumped together and I had to take note of the themes that Paul touches on in each of them:

Galatians - Salavation
Ephesians - Unity
Philippians - Joy
Colossians - Consistency

Guess which one REALLY stuck out to me amidst all the bullcrap that's been slung around lately?

Philippians. This book is about JOY. Not so much the feeling, but the choice of it. And why does Paul focus his words on this? Because God knew with the fall of Adam and Eve that no one would be exempt from suffering... pain, loss, depression, violence, fear, anger, self-loathing, NONE of it! Suffering has always spread to all people on the planet in some bitter, teary shape.

We can think easily on our own examples of suffering. And we can easily get tunnel vision about it; convince ourselves that I'm the only one hurting, no one else knows how I'm suffering. If we took off those blinders however, we'd find that it's not true.

Admittedly, some people have been hurt worse then others. I can't say why. But talking about raw pain- where suffering leaves you in shreds- we've all carried such emotion in our hearts, regardless of what circumstances put it there. Should we take the time to realize that, we would find ways to connect and not feel so alone. We'd release our animosities and judgements and find we could fight together against the pain of suffering. All in hopes of healing- if not learning- from our pain.

Philippians and its message of joy was written from prison. It was penned by Paul, a man with deep-seated scars across his back and the memories of threats, angry mobs, and a shipwreck. Yet, he encourages us to choose joy. So that we may triumph over everything else.

JOY. It seems like one of the more important things to seek out right now.

Wednesday, August 26, 2020

Thoughts Collected

 'Let us hold unswervingly to the hope we profess, for he who promised is faithful.'

~Hebrews 10:23~

It has been a long, silent summer. 

Not because I haven't had anything to say, or stories to tell. I haven't stopped writing, as I am likely to stop breathing before that happens. I have just been too busy clinging.

Clinging to the hope that I have professed since kindergarten and carrying the tune of 'Jesus Loves Me' home from Sunday School. Hope that has stemmed from learning and discovering that God IS good.... (Mark 10:18, Luke 18:19)

...that His will is perfect... (Romans 12:2)

...that He never leaves or forsakes... (Deut. 31:6 & 8; Joshua 1:5)

Sooooooo many of the Bible passages' fulfill God's aim to comfort and assure us. Comfort for the weak moments and assurance of the strength He will provide when we need it. Now, try stating such truth day after day as the media blitzes you with one more tragic story of man's sinful desires winning over.

I can attest, IT IS HARD. You pray that your hope stays alive in Christ, then you grit your teeth as you recite the verses that have always backed up your belief in the past.

Then somedays you don't even try to convince yourself. You just ask 'why?'

Yet, in the midst of my desperate clinging, I realize... my grip has become stronger. My convictions have grown deeper. My prayers are becoming slower and more earnest. I am rereading the books of my Bible, giving the words that extra moment to sink in.

Even amongst all the stifling anger, hate, and sickness going around, I find that I am growing. That this year is not wasted time, nor has God's love and care been diminished through any it. So while I may flex my fingers and adjust my grip, I'll continue to cling.

When the waves are taking you under

Hold on just a little bit longer

He knows that this is gonna make you stronger, stronger

~'Stronger' by Mandisa~

Sunday, April 12, 2020

Paid in Parables


“Why do you look for the living among the dead? 
He is not here; he has risen! Remember how he told you, 
while he was still with you in Galilee: ‘The Son of Man must be delivered 
over to the hands of sinners, be crucified 
and on the third day be raised again.’ 
Then they remembered his words.
~Luke 24:5-8~
WAKE UP!

It's time to receive the gift! God's gift of salvation; Jesus' conquer over death. And in mulling it over, I go back to what He not only gave us with His 'death', but what he gave during His life. I'm talking about what Jesus taught us when He spoke parables.

Jesus said a lot in his time. A most famous example is His sermon on the mount (Matthew 5-7) but He especially spoke to His followers in parables. I don't profess to all of them... many are retold and overlap across the four gospels and there's some debate over where how 'parable' is defined as opposed to (or parallel with) 'allegory'. But I know that only due to last minute research.

I care to focus on what Jesus was giving us when He spoke these:

Messages of redemption and rejoicing (Parable of the Lost Sheep, the Lost Coin and the Lost Son,      Luke 15)

Messages about kindness and compassion (Parable of the Good Samaritan, Luke 10:25-37)

Messages about persistence (Parable of the Persistent Widow, Luke 18) and humility (Parable of the    Tax Collector, also Luke 18)

And many with a message about the power of one's faith in God (Parable of the Mustard Seed and Yeast, Matthew 13:31-34 and Mark 4:30-34)

Jesus was good at telling a story; a story with a POINT! He was encompassing how He wished His children to live in the world. Jesus knew that He had only a little time with His disciples and there were many important things He wanted them to remember. And they have surely stood the test of time, nestled in our Bibles to always remind us of God's teachings. And- most importantly- that He is indeed risen!

HAPPY EASTER!


Friday, April 10, 2020

Just A Smile


I began my Good Friday with seeing snow stuck to mulch and the roof of my car. Thus, I began this day with a smile. A wide and giddy grin that wouldn't let my teeth stay hidden at the joy of spying the powdery white.

Jesus' single command at the Last Supper was 'Do this in remembrance of me...' (Luke 22:19). He was specifically speaking of the bread and wine of the covenant, but we do many things in remembrance, recognition, or reverence of Christ. I believe such a list includes a smile. God never creates something without a purpose. Scientists are finding that when someone smiles, a powerful chemical reaction occurs in the brain. It improves their mood, boosts their immune system, and lowers their stress. As 1 Corinthians 12 states 'Even so the body is not made up of one part, but of many' (verse 14). Everything is interconnected... our smile, our tears, heck even our sneezes!

What is making you smile today? Share that smile with whomever you can.

I smile for the subtle ways that families will be celebrating this Easter Sunday. We may be lacking in many things, but really a smile is all it takes- because Christ is still risen! 

'You see, at just the right time, when we were still powerless, 
Christ died for the ungodly. Very rarely will anyone die for a righteous person, 
though for a good person someone might possibly dare to die. 
But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: 
While we were still sinners, Christ died for us.'
~Romans 5:6-8~

Tuesday, April 7, 2020

A Long Way Off



'"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord. 
"Plans that will prosper you and not harm you. 
Plans to give you hope and a future."'
~ Jeremiah 29:11~


The human eye allows us to see up to 3 miles away toward the horizon; where the sun meets the sea, if you will.

Long-range binoculars allow us to see up to 17 miles away... past the horizon to where you can spot the shoreline. Lower the binoculars however, and you stop seeing the destination and are left to dwell on the journey. You huff and puff perhaps, agonizing over how much longer... or worrying that the hardships may never end.

But, even with no binoculars to see the shoreline, does that mean that it's not there?

Jeremiah 29:11 is a well-used verse (overused at times), but an important one nonetheless. God is ALWAYS in the know. He knew, when he sent His son to earth that pain and humiliation awaited, along with love and reverence and miracles. He knew the hard journey ahead... but He also knew the destination. Knowing the reconciliation that would take place between Him and His children (US), He endured the journey... and celebrated at the end of it, along with Jesus' disciples and followers.

'For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us 
an eternal glory that far outweighs them all. So we fix our eyes 
not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, 
but what is unseen is eternal.'
~2 Corinthians 4:17-18~

This journey is unique in that the world is taking it together. It seems like such a gentle word for all the sadness and uncertainly that's circling us. But there IS an end to it. God knows it and He sees it. We just have to trust what He sees... even without binoculars.

Saturday, April 4, 2020

Where's the Focus?


It's not always about you.

A common saying and theme in where a person wakes up and realizes that there is more to this life then their own needs and desires. A justifiable one, as we are very self-serving creatures! 

In the midst of this quarantine however, maybe it IS about you. Maybe this is more of a forced internal reflection rather then an outward focus on spiritual efforts.

There is certainly strength in numbers and that goes for God's people as well; helping when no one else will, prayer groups, worshiping in unison. But God looks after the individual strength as much as He does the collective. And at time that means stepping away from the crowd.... to where it's just you and Him... where you can finally hear what God's been wanting to say to you.

What is important to me? 
How do I spend my time? 
What do I put my mental energy towards?
Do I let my family and friends know that I love them?
When was the last time I sat and did... nothing?
Have I been the better version of myself?
Where do I want to be while the world's going crazy?

There are plenty renditions of 'why' going around right now. Maybe the answer lies in asking yourself other questions. Questions, ironically, about yourself. There are always parts of our personalities that need work... do, WHY not start now?

“Yet you, Lord, are our Father. 
We are the clay, you are the potter; 
we are all the work of your hand.”
Isaiah 64:8

Monday, March 16, 2020

And So I Read


So... I've had a lot to think about in the last few days. To the point where my sleep is inadequate, my chest is in a constant tightened position, and my brain has begun to smoke... in that my thoughts are literally starting to fry and burn my neurons! Attempting to organize- or rather subdue them- I turned to my Bible. And I went right to the passage that I've been meditating on throughout the Lent season...

'...we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know 
that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, 
character; and character hope. And hope DOES NOT disappoint us, 
because God has poured out his love into our hearts...'
'You see, at just the right time, when we were still powerless, Christ died for the ungodly.'
~Romans 5:3-6~

'The right time'. It never occurred to me before that God PICKED 30 A.D. as the year of Jesus' persecution, death, and resurrection. Not the year before, the decade prior, or within the decade following it. But that specific long 'weekend' to have the people witness His miracle and act of love.

This precision is echoed through the gospels; Jesus telling his disciples multiple times that it 'must happen this way' (Matthew 26:54). A way that involved humiliation and mocking, brutal beatings and floggings. It was also one that Jesus did not turn from. Like God, He knew the end goal.

This is the time of year that we reflect on His choice. Maybe we can't answer the 'when' (Many of us are no doubt asking WHY NOW?) but we know the 'why'. The reason He pained, and allowed rejection and slaughter.

Because He would bear that before bearing our eternal separation from Him.

My take away from that is how God took a moment... and He made a decision...

My chest is still tight. But not as tight as it has been. I trust that it will be less tight tomorrow.


Friday, February 7, 2020

The Evening Snow


✅ BEDTIME STORY
                    Beverly closed the book with its final sentence. Yet, she didn't make a move to get up. Any kind of motion was impossible with her comforter and three other blankets over her lap, and a child barricading her in on each side. The bedside lamp glowed over them, adding to the atmosphere of the bedroom... restful and snuggly. The fall of the flakes had brought twilight soon enough and she and Glenn had eventually got the boys to wind down for the final ritual of the day.
                    Kaley was of course down for the night, and Glenn was working. It soothed him like the bedtime story had soothed her sons from arguing. Only Ivan was asleep though. Brandon, no surprise,   had taken the book from her. Probably to replace with the one about the dinosaur crashing Christmas dinner. Beverly eased back into her pile of pillows, simply basking in this cocoon of warmth. It truly is the little things, Lord. 
                   It was an old truth, but never one to grow tired of. Beverly glanced up as Brandon pushed himself farther in. She pulled his bear, Sandy, out of the way to keep from being squished. She patted down his tan fur, though it was pointless. All their children had one, but Brandon's was the most beat up; or perhaps the most loved. Beverly went back to eyeing Brandon with the book. "Another one?"
                   "You can read." Brandon waved her off, head against her chest. "I just wanna look."
                   Just look? Beverly kept herself from repeating. Brandon wanted never to just look at anything. She occupied herself with grooming Sandy while watching Brandon turn the colorful pages. She absorbed the quiet; wondering what was on his mind.
                    "She looks like you, Mom." Brandon referred to the story's little girl. Beverly continued to tug with Sandy's ear. "That's me, huh?"
                    Brandon nodded. He then pointed to the angel beside the girl. "Do angels actually have faces?"
                    Wow, he was being thoughtful tonight. Beverly hoped this wasn't a scam to keep from going to bed. "I suppose... angels don't look like anyone else on earth."
                    Ivan stirred and snorted. Beverly moved a hand through his hair. It soothed him and he settled. There was another page turn and Brandon pushed himself closer to Beverly. He spotted Sandy and grabbed his paw, and consequently Beverly's fingers. She let him squeeze them, his focus split between her fingernails and wedding ring. A penny for his thoughts, Father... Please! 
                    His hand, rough and tough with hours of play, covered the pale, pink ribbon over Sandy's chest. That was thanks to Glenn's mother, who'd stepped in more then once when they'd needed her. Beverly finally squeezed Brandon's hand back. "We had a good day, didn't we."
                    "Yeah," Brandon sighed out of his deep thought. "And I'm happy with you again."
                    "You are." Beverly held back tears.
                    "So..." Brandon tilted his head. "Can I watch some Spacemen?"
                    There it was! Beverly drove a tickle into his tummy. "No!"
                    Thankfully teeth had already been brushed, so the battle into bed only took ten minutes. Beverly cancelled any thoughts of no school tomorrow, kissed them both, then found her downstairs. She smiled at the sight of the candles, the only light framing the dining room. Outside, it was still cold, but they were sheltered from it in here. Beverly sat down were she could appreciate the shadows better. A few quiet minutes passed before Glenn walked out of the den. He seemed surprised to find her there. "What're you doing?"
                   Beverly turned her head with a smile. Glenn's eyebrows raised. "What's wrong?"
                   "Nothing." Beverly promised, wiping at her cheeks. "I just... really love snow days."

THE END

P.S. Many thanks to my sister, who loves snow days as much as me, and helped me create these characters! 
                   

Wednesday, February 5, 2020

In the Quiet Wintertime


✅BOARD GAMES
                    Ivan got his wish for Jack Frost, though he and Glenn were the only ones enjoying it. Beverly was content to watch the snow and Brandon was too busy fighting his eyelids. Already four years old, his naps were numbered, but he'd been protesting them since being born. All the fresh air, exercise, and warm food however, he lost the battle after twenty minutes and was snoozing away with the end credits.
                    What Beverly didn't expect was for Glenn to be snoozing right along with him! Normally, he'd try to get some work done during nap time.
                   Not today. Beverly motioned to Ivan with her eyes as she dimmed the lights. Ivan snapped the TV off and Beverly took up one of their mammoth blankets. Past experience dictated not moving either of them, so she draped it carefully over her husband and child. She wanted to laugh at the lumpy pair they made, but settled for a snicker as she cleared the pokers and sticky napkins into the kitchen. An accumulating mass greeted her from the sink, which, Beverly knew, would only get worse after dinner. Napkins discarded in the trash, Beverly stared at the dishes and almost convinced herself to tackle them.
                    But then Ivan tapped her arm. He stood beside her with a box. "Scrabble?"
                    No wait, dishes first! Beverly's common sense protested- faintly- before she smiled. "Absolutely."
                    They set up on the dining room table, minding the cheap clinks of the wood-letter tiles. Beverly was tempted to play more music, but another glance at the windows and she felt a break in the wintery silence unnecessary. She had barely set up her tiles when Ivan was out the gate with ADMIT. Beverly shook her head. "Reading the dictionary again?"
                    "Our teacher uses the phrase 'well, I admit' a lot." Ivan studied Beverly's first word, MOAT.
                    "What's she admitting to?" Beverly ventured. Ivan paused, then moved TAXES onto the board. "Not knowing the real answer."
                    Beverly cupped a hand over her mouth, staring at her son. Ivan cocked a brow. "What?"
                    "You..." Beverly shifted her tiles, forming her next word. "You just make me very PROUD."
                    Ivan's face lit up with the praise, grinning at her. "And you make this too easy, Mom."
                    GALLOP. Beverly blew hair from her eyes, adding to his score grudgingly. The best she was able to follow up with was LAD. Only for Ivan to respond with ANVIL.
                    Lord, I was lucky to pass 6th grade English! Beverly gave a familiar rant. How is this kid mine? 
                    Beverly ran a hand over the table's smooth surface, hoping to will an outmaneuver to appear. It didn't and she had to go with US. She waited for Ivan to stun her again, looking up when he didn't. Rather, he was glancing out the window at the snow. He looked back, his grin softer. "Days like these are nice."
                    Beverly eyed the snow as well; still falling, still coating the world in its sugary brilliance. Much like the snow, there was no hurry- from anywhere or to anywhere. There was just; sleeping, sipping hot chocolate, and playing a game. She shared Ivan's grin. "That they are."
                  

Saturday, February 1, 2020

And The Snow Falls On


✅CHRISTMAS SPECIALS BY THE FIRE
                    Beverly's toes still tingled with cold within her fleece-lined cabin socks. New pairs were tradition for her family every year, but hers were typically worn through before April! And they were lucky if any of their children's socks remained a pair before New Year's.
                    "Greech!" Kaley exclaimed, indicating which video she wanted to watch. To which Ivan quickly retorted. "Jack Frost- Mom, I hardly picked any of our movies last year!"
                    Kaley mounted herself on the fluffy, coffee brown pillows of the couch. "Grech, Grech!"
                    Ivan shook his head. "Jack Frost... maybe Frosty... but Jack Frost."
                    "Grech, Greeeeeccc-"
                    Beverly chose to ignore it for the moment. Kaley's chanting was a regular anthem around here. She was more interested in getting their tray to the ottoman without dropping it. Doing so would take care of everything.
                    Sure enough, Kaley's gabbing stopped and even Ivan paused, eyes zeroing in on the food. Grilled cheese, halved peppers and carrots with ranch, and chips. They would be the perfect munchies while their marshmallows roasted over the fire.
                    Glenn was lighting the kindling right now with Brandon standing dutifully with the logs. Their middle child was even more spit-fired then Kaley, but when it came to 'man's work', he was as silent and studious as an Ivy League student. He carried out even the slightest actions with precision and care. Beverly even trusted him to put away the dishes. Only not today. It begot the point of the snow blocked roads and drifted driveways.
                     "Daddy doesn't pick often," Beverly tucked a napkin into the collar of Kaley's sweatshirt as she snuggled- or rather stomped- into Beverly's lap to eat. Ivan straddled the couch arm, appealing to his father. "Dad, you want to watch Jack Frost, right?"
                     Glenn and Brandon held a log between them, ready for the baby flames. Glenn raised a brow at his sons. "The Christmas Village?"
                    "NOO!" Both boys cried and Glenn shared a grin with Beverly. "Aw, but it's Mommy's fav-"
                    "The Grinch is a much more fulfilling watch." Ivan defused the idea.
                    "Winter on Willow Ranch," Beverly suggested, messing at Kaley's tangled ponytail. It was an old black and white that still proved entertaining- and meaningful. Beverly had yet to watch the ending through dry eyes. Besides, horses were always a win! She directed Kaley's fingers from the marshmallows to the vegetables- which all three of them were eating! The fire began its blaze and an idea sparked. "How about The Snowman?"
                   "Fro'ty?" Kaley tilted her head up.
                    "The other snowman." Beverly told her lovingly. The living room enjoyed momentary silence as the family considered it. However, Beverly's tone pretty much cemented the choice. So, while Ivan fished out the DVD, she got the others situated with their plates.
                    "I DON'T want carrots!" Brandon whined immediately. Beverly eased his plate back in front of him. "Yet, there they are."
                    "I don't LIKE carrots!"
                    "They'll improve your eyesight." Ivan put in, though he eyed his own veggies in distain.
                    "Can't let them go to waste." Beverly went on dicing Kaley's grilled cheese. Brandon's carrots were suddenly tossed on her plate, the defiant steel in her son's brown eyes. "No! I'm not eating-"
                    "You can eat them down here with your family or alone up in your room." Beverly told him. This was a rule Brandon was familiar with; as an attention seeker, it was his worse nightmare. Beverly stared off with him until his shoulders slumped, allowing her to put the carrots back. But he kept his face scrunched, jerking his plate into his lap. "I'm not happy with you."
                    And he climbed onto the couch, away from his evil mother. Beverly cast a look at Glenn and they shared a shrug. Glenn closed the fire's grate and crossed the room to sit with Brandon as the opening chords of 'The Snowman' strummed into the living room. Ivan, meanwhile, took his lunch with little fuss and Kaley shoved into her mouth with reckless abandon. They became mute, letting the program do the talking- or rather, the telling.
                    In time, when the program was no speech and all expression took flight, Beverly moved and Kaley by the fire. The water and mugs waited in the kitchen, but they couldn't have plain white 'malkos' in their cocoa. She began sticking marshmallows on their wooden pokers, glimpsing two things as she did. One, the return fo the large, puffy snowflakes outside their windows. Slight condensation edged the panes, but inside was all warm and cozy. And it wasn't just because of her socks and robe.
                    Second, as Ivan muted away on his crusts, Glenn had gotten Brandon on his lap. And now and then, whispered a few things in their son's angry-red ear. Beverly knew what he was talking to him about. She loved his gentle approach with the kids... gentleness, patience, and a killer jaw! That's my man! 
                    Kaley fought for control of a poker, but her grip was fleeting. Beverly grinned, seeing her ulterior motive working. Sure enough, Kaley was soon asleep and Beverly could cradle her onto her shoulder. She pulled the pokers out, then motioned to Glenn as she stood and walked out. Enjoying the scent of their daughter's weathered hair, Beverly settled her into her crib. She expected the gentle heat to leave her when she had laid Kaley down, but it didn't. Smiling, Beverly carried the warmth back downstairs and warmed the water, soon replacing the plates with mugs. She kissed Ivan on the head, even while his attention remained on the program's end. "Who wants a 'malko'?"

~To Be Continued~

Wednesday, January 29, 2020

Still A Snow Day


✅ FORT BUILDING
                    Kaley made it six steps before she toppled face first... again! So sure footed across any surface, except the snow. Glenn scooped her up easy, only for Kaley to kick her legs for another try. Without a doubt, their rambunctious daughter was looking to climb the walls of the family fort. She had always been ready to copy her big brother, Brandon; who at the moment, hung like a monkey on their left rampart.
                    Beverly raised her hand under Brandon's bottom, giving him the needed boost over the wall. He rolled into the 'courtyard', white powder covering him head to toe, only to hop back up, arms spread in his bright orange snowsuit. "I am Mountain Man!"
                    "Mom, where's the small spade?" Ivan was crawling out of the low doorway into the fort, taking no notice of Brandon's stomping and posing.
                    "Dooowwwnn!" Kaley begged Glenn again.
                    Amidst all the demands, as biting as the air that slipped through their gloves and scarves, Beverly and Glenn kept the balance between the strategy of their eldest and the destruction of their two youngest. Most people just threw snow into a pile into it possibly resembled a house or beaver den. Not the Marcsons. A colossal snow fort was a tradition which Glenn had brought to their marriage. Nothing less than four rooms with outer walls like a fortress, and a roof; if the accumulation was durable enough.
                    The snow today did not disappoint!
                    "Here." Glenn traded Kaley off to Beverly. "You'll want to pack in these corners for stability."
                    Glenn switched places with Beverly, getting in with Ivan to 'stabilize' their fort. Toddler on her hip, Beverly bent down to where Brandon licked at the snow resting on his glove. She snickered. "Good?"
                    Brandon waved his hand at her, nose cherry and wet. "This'll make Mountain Man strong!"
                    "I'm sure." Beverly put herself down cross-legged; a welcome position after an hour of stacking. Despite the cold across her face, sweat lined her brow and a mess of her hair had slipped from under her hood. Same with Kaley and Brandon's blond hair. In short, they looked like their father and acted like her.... challenging the laws of physics wherever they went. While Ivan retained Glenn's level-headedness, loving to point out what his siblings always did wrong.
                    However, Beverly rejected the over-analysis of her children. She was just happy to see them all wear those carefree expressions of a worryless day. There was indeed a uniqueness to the feeling of a snow day. Once Beverly had realized this, halting the 4WD brakes and celebrating the surprise holiday became her new family project. She and Glenn had talked about their rare situation- she a teacher and half of his architect contracts were work from home- and how it needed to be taken advantage of.
                    And as chilling and thrilling as they had made it so far, the snow fort was just the tip of the iceberg!
~To Be Continued~

Monday, January 27, 2020

A Marcson Snow Day


✅ THE GOOD NEWS
                    Was it possible?
                    Beverly enlarged the report on her screen, the glow mirroring her growing grin. Heavenly Father, it is!
                    The squeal came up from her toes, casting off whatever sleep lingered on her eyelids. Rolling under the cover of down that was their comforter, Beverly put her phone over Glenn's shoulder so he could see it. Well, if his eyes had been open.
                    "Nine inches," Beverly giggled into her husband's ear. "with ice. Snow day, babe."
                    She got REM-induced mumbles in reply. Something about being insane.
                    "Yes, God is good to us." Beverly kissed Glenn's temple and slipped out of bed so as not to disturb. Her grittiness followed her to the jack-n-jill bathroom, where she wrestled her chestnut hair into a tie. Not today, bedhead. There's too much winter to enjoy! 
                    Everyone had been content with the so-so season the county had had this year. No slush, no fuss as any rational person might think. Good thing 'rational' didn't apply to Beverly... if only because she never stood still long enough to let it!
                    Hair up, Beverly snatched her fuzzy pink-striped socks off the rim of the tub where they'd been drying. Next came her terry-cloth robe, hugging her in its softness as she tiptoed for the stairs. So much to do... but first things first.

✅ BREAKFAST
                    "You didn't wake us up."
                    Beverly turned her head from the sizzling stove of potatoes and eggs. Ivan stared in the threshold of the kitchen, pajamas as lopsided as his hair. She raised her brow. "Did I need to?"
                    Ivan's own brow- so serious for seven- knitted together. He eyed her in confusion, hearing the Christmas music from the player, sensing the heartwarming smells of breakfast... and not getting it. Until his eyebrows rose in illumination and he dashed from sight, heading for the bay window. Beverly smiled for his excitement. Outside, he'd find the sun sparkling across a gaping field of billowy white. All the branches bowed down in their ice crowns while the sun peeked in and out of wispy clouds that promised further snowfall.
                    Beverly could hardly wait to feel the flakes kiss her nose and cheeks. But first, breakfast! Frolicking amid drifts of snow could not be done on an empty stomach. Beverly flipped the potatoes so they didn't burn, opening the oven with her other hand. Cinnamon wafted off the slices of french toast that were turning to gold. Ah, the joys of baking, Lord... 
                    She was at risk of overusing that word today, but she was too happy to care. She'd been sick for the last snow day and this food had about to go to waste. She was making up for lost time. Beverly closed the oven, almost missing the coos over the baby monitor. "Ma,ma,ma,ma,ma,ma."
                    "Ivan." Beverly called him away from the window. "Will you go get Kaley?"
                    Ivan poked his head in, pouted lip in place. "But she wants you."
                    "I'm busy making sure we have fuel to build our fort." Beverly twirled her spatula in emphasis. "And bring your tablet down too."
                    "Dad's phone too?" Ivan assumed. Beverly winked. "Of course."
                    The policy had taken a while to fall into effect, but Beverly and Glenn looked on it now with a renewed gaze of gratitude. Evenings, holidays, and certain weeks of summer, all electronics entered 'the cabinet'. Special conditions applied to emergencies, but aside from the CD/DVD player in the living room, no device was accessible to the Marcson family until quality time had been fulfilled. Beverly's own laptop and phone were already up there, collecting dust.
                    Ain't nothing distracting us from this. Beverly fawned her oven mitts to pull out her perfect french toast.

~To Be Continued~ 

Sunday, January 5, 2020

Ready, Set, Glorify!


Beginning the new year off, I have naturally been sighting all of my flaws under a lab microscope to see what I need to get rid of.

Surprisingly, the list looks much the same as it did last year. Despressing me, and nearly overshadowing my hope of being the best human being on the earth this year. Then, I get hit over the head with this verse:
'Let your light so shine before men, 
that they may see your good works and glorify 
your Father in heaven.'
~Matthew 5:16 (NKJV)~

Wanting to be better and remake ourselves is a most familiar momentum. We live in it for the first few weeks of the new year (for those truly dedicated, until February!) before sputtering and struggling, and finally giving up on it. In a sense, that's a wise thing to do.

1) You can't become better, or wiser, or any of that alone; pushing for any radical change right out of the New Year's gate is a fool's errand.

2) It's never been about us or our accomplishments to begin with.

I'm going to let the verse fill in the blanks because I can't out do the gospels. We're not foolish for wanting to better ourselves, our relations, or our habits. But, we are foolish if we don't plan on getting the right help or having the proper goal in mind. For a Christian, that's to honor God, and to seek Him out.

So, whatever changes, goals, or milestones you're wanting to reach this year (heck, even in this decade), start it off the right way. WITH God and FOR God.

'Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, 
let us throw off EVERYTHING that hinders 
and the sin that so easily entangles. And let us run 
with perseverance the race marked out for us, fixing our eyes 
on Jesus, the pioneer and perfecter of faith.'
~Hebrews 12:1-2 (NIV)~